Some thoughts from Mom

The Morning After

Day 5. Last day in the hospital.

Mom wakes up with Kuya Inigo beside her. They had their breakfast with Dad.

I am now just looking from above as an angel.

Mom gets discharged by lunch time.

Thank you Lord for keeping my family safe.

A Night of Peace

It was a night of peace.

Mom is now free from having the risk of bleeding and severe pain.

Dad has slept fairly.

Everyone in the family can breathe better knowing that Mom is safe.

And I am back in the arms of our loving Creator in the Heavens.

Thanks everyone for allowing me to feel the warmth of all your love, even for a short time. I am forever grateful.

The Surgery

It’s been a roller-coaster ride of emotions for my parents. Yesterday, they were told by the doctors that she’ll have surgery later in the day if there will still be no bleeding. Mom was fasting before midnight. But then late in the afternoon, they were told again that surgery will not be done because there was nobody who can do it. Mom was just started on another rounds of the medication to expel products of conception.

The whole night, still no sign of me coming out. My parents were told that if this is so, she’ll have surgery in the morning.

But in the morning, the doctor came and they were told that she’ll do the surgery at 12 noon.

Before 12 noon, mom was prepared for surgery and was placed on the stretcher.

But just after coming out of the door, a nurse called the porter to put mom back to the room because there was an emergency case in the operating room, and so she can’t be done yet.

And so my parents waited an hour more before being called again to go to the operating room.

1pm.

Mom being wheeled to OR

Mom and Dad’s selfie at the holding bay

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Meanwhile, dad prepared mom’s bed while waiting for the surgery to finish.

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Mom came back from OR around 230pm.

Mom recovers from anaesthesia and starts eating.

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They have taken me away from Mom’s body. But not in spirit.

I will always be here for you, Mom and Dad.

Family Selfie

Day 4. Still no signs of me.

This will seem to be our last family picture together. I may not be seen in the photos, but I am here inside Mom.

Tomorrow, if I still don’t come out by tonight, mom will be scheduled for a surgery to remove me from her body.

Stay strong, mommy.

Stay strong, mommy.

Back in the Hospital

Kuya Inigo greets mommy with a sweet kiss.

My sweetest parents 🙂

I can hear your laughs and giggles.

Kuya Inigo asking for another kiss 🙂

Mom and Ninong Tito Emar.

Strawberry Cheesecake.

I have such an amazingly happy family. Despite these trials they are undergoing, they still manage to lighten up their load.

Will surely miss you all.

Kuya Inigo

Kuya Inigo’s selfies while on their way back to the hospital.

I have the cutest brother.

I am sorry, Kuya, that we did not get the chance to play together.

Here’s a virtual kiss and hug – :×
Mwah mwah tsup tsup!

Roses

5pm. Dad and Kuya Inigo went home earlier in the afternoon to freshen up and change clothes.

Before coming back to the hospital after a couple of hours, they dropped by a flower shop.

3rd Ultrasound

2pm. This is my 3rd ultrasound since yesterday. Another confirmation that of my death inside mom’s womb. Yet I am still hanging on and embracing Mom. Sorry Mom that I am making it difficult for me to come out. I am going to miss you so I am just trying to hold on a little longer.

Look who’s not allowed inside the ultrasound room! Kuya Inigo!